Forever kid at heart. Oh, the pleasure it brings..
Hindi ko alam kung ako lang din talaga yung nag-eexpect ng something more in return galing sakanila o hindi ko lang talaga ramdam na naaappreciate nila lahat ng efforts ko. I’m always trying my best. Siguro hindi lang ako yung vocal, sweet, at showy type pero lahat ng ginagawa ko para sakanila. Ironically, ako siguro minsan yung rude at mean side ko kapag kaharap ko sila. Alam ko kasi naiintindihan nila ako. Naniniwala kasi akong tanggap nila ako. I admit I commit mistakes all the time. I’m not perfect. Ang cliche pero ito yung reality. Akala ko sanay na ako. Depressing lang siguro yung fact na mas nabibigyan ng attention yung mga negative na nagagawa ko kesa yung mga positive. Bumabawi ako in all little ways na kaya ko. Nakakapagod. Nakakasawa. Ang turning point lang, siguro kulang pa talaga. Siguro may mas maibibigay pa ko. Siguro may magagawa pa ko. As usual, I’ll deal with it ng ako lang mag-isa. Nakakatakot lang kasi baka ang ending sarili ko lang yung kalaban ko. Baka ako talaga yung may mali at ako lang yung nag-iisip ng ganito.
Project Management Defense
Take note: On a Valentine’s Day
Three words, we nailed it! (Never mind the gauze on my left hand. Had this motor accident a week before)
Seminar - Career Talk 2014
A successful event organized by us :)
Graduation SOON! (fingers crossed)
Who wants to go with me? :)
I miss you and your smile
I miss you and your laugh
I miss you and your eyes
I miss you and your lies
I miss you and the way you walk
I miss you and the way you talk
I miss you and your stories
I miss you and your queries
I miss you and your jokes
I miss you and your hopes
I miss you and the way you think
I miss you and the way you speak
I miss you and your rants
I miss you eventhough you’re blunt
I miss you, you being clingy
I miss you when you make me feel so dearly
I miss you despite the fact that you miss her
I miss you that’s why I envy her
I miss you, the guy that I’ve once knew
I miss you, the one that I’ve been with
I miss you, how about you?
I miss you and I hope you feel the same way too.
"Tama sila. Kapag broken hearted ang isang tao, nagiging bitter siya. Natural lang yun. Sino ba naman ang iniwan o niloko ng taong mahal niya tapos magtatatalon pa siya sa tuwa? Diba? Pero siguro yung bitterness na yun, yan yung bumabatok sa atin na parang nagsasabi na ‘Hoy! Mahalin mo naman yung sarili mo. Matuto ka naman!’ Dahil sa bitterness na yun, mas nararamdaman natin yung sakit ng mabigo sa pag-ibig, kaya sa susunod na susubok tayong magmahal, alam na natin ang limitasyon ng lahat."
- Marcelo Santos III, Para Sa Broken Hearted
Yesterday @ PSBH Manila Book Launch. Accompanied my bestfriend to support her fangirlin’. Didn’t expect to meet these young and talented people. Kudos to Marcelo Santos III! You’re such an inspiration to everyone. Will definitely enjoy reading your second book. :) Keep on writing and God bless you more!
"Holding people away from you and denying yourself about love doesn’t make you strong. It makes you weaker. Because you’re doing it out of fear."
Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby
He’s my drug, I’m addicted to him, he still drives me crazy and has that effect and connection with me in the ways he can’t even imagine.
There. I just put my current thoughts and emotions into words. Believe me I’m trying, hard, to not let myself get into his zone again but he has something or maybe everything that pushes me to step into his line and take down all the borders he created himself. I crave for his genuine smile. I want him to be happy. I’m dying to see him fully recovering from that curse his been carrying for a long time. This doesn’t make any sense, I know. But damn this young man deserves to be loved, wholeheartedly. Despite all of his flaws and weaknesses, I can still feel that inside those strong and cold walls caging him, he’s not heartless. Compared to others, he’s the one who has the greater ability to be affectionate.
He loved or still loves more. That’s he’s single mistake. But to me it didn’t count. Will you consider me selfish and selfless at the same time if I’ll confess that my only prayer intended to him is for her to stop haunting him and for him to finally found the one (even not myself) who is beyond willing to put his broken pieces and strings back again?